the one you love, or the one who loves you??

for such a very long tym... people are still having a hard tym to answer such a question..

lagi nalng.."ung mahal ko!" or madalas.. "xempre dun nako sa nagmamahal saken"

actually i myself doesnt know who to choose.. but i think ill go to the person i love.. its because of the fact that i dont want to take someone for granted.. seriously.. i dont want anyone getting hurt because i made the wrong decision.. i dont want to hurt someone so badly.. and yes i dont want them to feel some pain that cant just go away... id rather be the one to be hurt than get someone to feel the same way..

i believe that once we liked a person,, we really arent far from stalkers! haha.. i myself know that once i like someone,, i look at the persons friendster alot,, get infos and yes!! try to be always in touch by any possible means.. and as much as possible, i want to learn every simple detail about that certain person... not that far from saying that I KNOW the PERSON i lyk very well.... hahaha,... and i will try to know the person very well...

the opposite goes for the person you happen to just know that lyks you.. ofcourse,, being so OVERCONFIDENT that you already pleases him or her,, you try to go so natural.. no extraordinary thingy.. just plain simple.. but more self conscious... so selfish.. and in the end,, it all goes so one sided... and i dont want myself ending up in such.. *sigh*

but one cannot tell.. that i believe so.. since time goes by and nothing is permanent..

we know love is quite unpredictable.. somehow inconsistent.. full of changes, trials..

and sometimes, its inconsistencies makes the person you love and the person who loves you falls to be same person.... unexpectedly....

~fritzie inspired! haha bida ka chi!

ang gabing wlang tulog!

oO! isang gabing wlang tulog, wlang pahinga, wlang sawang pagkanta, at paglaro ng ps2

ito ang nyt at joan's apartment! tama tama... dahil bday ni joo yesterday,, cinelebrate nmn e2 sa apartment nila? hmm marame ding handa,, marameng pang inumn actually.. haha.. tapos mejo masikip din ung kwarto na pinagstayan nmn pero wak ka,, naka AC ang kwarto n un no!

hmmm... marame ring mga nagsuka! oO! isa ka dun MER! nmn kase,, savng wak iinum ng hindi kakayanin eh.. hmm kulet. tapos aktibo kapang tga tagay ng mga magshoshot. eion.. hmmp..
isa pa sa mga nalasing ay c EMS! haha.. "wak nio ko galawin plsss!.." , "nagreply na ung crush ko nagreply na!", at "kape! kuha niyo kong kape!".. haha nakakatuwa tong c ems pag nalalasing, kung anu anung sinasabi! at wak ka ha,, ang demanding nya.. tsk tsk.. pero by 2 oclock kala mo wlang nangyare. haha.. hindi na xia lasing!!! aba mei recovery! hahaha...

actually! nagSTARBUCKs pa kame.. dumayo pa kame ng tapat ng rfc ha from admiral makaSTARBUCKs at TWISTER FRIES lang.. sobrang CRAVE ba?? hahaha...

natalo rin sa pustahan ang mga lalaking kasama nmng puro dota ang iniicp.. ayan! kase! haha.,. twice in a row pa.. kawawa nmn mga bulsa naten.. hahaha!

hmmm......... at eto pa! sooooobbbrraannnggg nakakaantok pla ang kantang the will of the wind! xiet parang naglulullaby lang! sobrang nakakantok xia.. zzz.zzzzz.zzz.. pero di paren tlab saken dahil hindi paren ako nakatulog!

ang piks! hala pabanggangan ba ang mga kuha naten dun??

hayy... pagod paren ako ngeon.. actually paguwi ko..

tv.. from 930-11am..
sleep tym muna from 11- 130 pm.
then lunch from 130-2 pm
then net konte, shippuuden 22-23,, hmm by 2-3 pm
at eto na.. hindi na napancn ang oras.. humiga lang ako at from 3 pm, naging 7 30 xia! hala! nakatulog pla ako ng sobrang himbing! 4 and half straight.. zzzzzz.. pero feeling ko d paren bawi eh.. mei hangover pako ng antok.. hahaha.....

ayan ang sunday sked ko today! hahaha.. from 730 eto dinner tapos blog tapos more blog.. hehe..

GUYZ! nabitin ako! gus2 ko pa ng gan2ng hapening! sama sama at enjoy sa kakulitan.. well.. eion... haha

nyt nyt at switdreams pipol!!